Friday, May 11, 2007
GOODBYE BLOGGER
HELLO XANGA
So relink my lovelies! :D
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 11:35 AM
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Friday, May 04, 2007
;CAN I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY FROM YOU?
im choosing to stand by.
just from afar.
and watch you glow with happiness with *
cause that's the only way your happiness is guaranteed isn't it.
im tired of everything.
honestly.
selfdestruction.anw. on a lighter note.
TODAY WAS AWESOME.
with chem & lit paper over.
i've only got 2 more left.
9 down, 2 to go
dont you just love this.
:D
went to sing post with dianne and candice for lunch today.
ended landing ourselves in THIS FASHION hur!
and we tried dozens of dresses. and took so many duper pictures.
hah. i'll post some up soon if possibleyou wanna save a life?
teach me.
cause i wanna save my own too.
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 1:00 AM
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
take a dagger.
stab me repeatedly.
before using a gun to shot me right through the head.
thats about exactly the same amount of pain you're putting me through.
i dunno what exactly's going on.
i guess its my fault.
im sorry.
maybe it was best i'd never come into the picture.
to ruin as so some may call
this thing you had with her.
NO i will not resort to crying the whole night like ytd just to feel better.
cause it isnt gonna work.
you not talking to me isnt helping either.
i know you're facing your own problems.
i tried to be there for you.
but all you do is cut me out constantly.
wont somebody feel redundant then?
i fucking hate this.
i have to stay strong.
*SLAPS*
i got to wake up and stop drowning myself in tears.
effing bio and history paper tmr
im going back to studying.
im so not gonna let this affect me
yeah right.
murdermewontyou?
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 10:45 PM
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
honestly.
i hate it when you say LOVEYA ALWAYS to her, them.
or whatever.
but i guess i'll get use to it over time.
):
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 5:10 PM
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; MAMMA MIA HERE I GO AGAIN
SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER'S OVER.
8 MORE TO GO.
FREEDOM. im one step closer to you
:D
all the late nights, partying, drinkingOOPPPS, sleepovers, movies.
ZOMGGG. i just cant wait.
anyway. ss was not that difficult. i did not blackout. YAY.
i wrote 7 pages. and my whole arm's aching right now. BOO):
im on mcccccc tmr. cause of my fever, sore throat and cough. and the doctor said if i still dont feel well. i can get another day.
OMG.
I LOVE YOU MR DOCTOR :D
awesome day today. so much laughing. especially during histpry. UH CANDICEEEE?
OHOHOH. and I spent about 1 hour plus trying to perfect the red lines on my hand to look real so that i can trick ppl i self-mutilate. no no. dont look at me. dianne gave me the idea. and i was REALLLLY bored. anw. i took a picture of it. and i'll post it up some time sooon. and you'll think im some PSYCHOPATH WHO SELF-MUTILATES.
YAYYYYY
:/
with that. im offff. gtg bathe before my tuition starts.
doubleBOO):
BYE WORLD.
lots of love!
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 5:01 PM
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
I'M SINKING SLOWLY;
SO HURRY HOLD ME
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
doesn't it always feel that way?
ENGLISH PAPER 1 AND 2's OVER.
JUST 9 MORE PAPERS TO GO.
WOO.
:/
im sickkkkkkkkkkkk. boooo.
fever, cough, flu.BOO.
anyway. so long world. i gotta go study for social studiessss.
love!
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 7:27 PM
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Monday, April 23, 2007
i rest my case
cause honey
im so over it/
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 10:04 PM
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SCREW IT.
SCREW HER.
SCREW YOU.
SCREW EVERYTHING.
I DONT CARE ALREADY.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY THE HELL IM BOTHERING ABOUT IT SO MUCH.
AND I CANT SEEM TO FUCKING CONCENTRATE.
AND I'VE GOT A PAPER TOMORROW.
fuckit.
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 9:35 PM
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;CAUSE IM SO OVER IT
im tired. i dont wanna fight for the attention anymore.
im not competing against them for your attention.
cause am tired.
maybe im losing faith?
in case you're seeing this,
POH! I NEED TO TALK TO YOU.
'this isnt a scene, its a goddamn arms race!'
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 9:13 PM
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
CANT YOU SEE;
IM LOSING FAITH BABY/
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 10:32 PM
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HONEY;
why are you calling so late?
firstly,
i cut my hair. AGAIN.
-.-
secondly,
i bought a new phone. AGAIN.
-.-
the samsung, SGH-Z720.
the new ultra 13.8. 3G one. yeah that one luh.
and yeah. everything else's kinda boring. and i just finished tanning and all. and i hafta get onto studying already.
SO LONG MY BELOVEDS :D
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 4:42 PM
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Friday, April 20, 2007
PSSSSST
DAPHNE PWNZ YOU
LOVE anyway!
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 9:43 PM
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RAIN OUTSIDE MY WINDOW;
WHAT NOW YOU'RE GONE
okay firstly.
i miss my BURNING, PASSIONATE DESIRE.
and i'll only get to see her on monday.
BOO.
and charis is JEALOUS.
HUR.
okay. i seriously dunno why i got so affected when you said that it was all for status
i guess if thats how you and the rest feel. then i really dunno what to say. and there's nothing i can do about it.
and.
i was talking to huixin just now on the bus home.
i realised something
its the 20th of APRIL today.
and that means,
ONE WHOLE YEAR HAS PASSED.
ZOMG.
and yeah. quite upset and all. and how time really flies.
BOOHOO.
anw thanks for you listening huixin.
i know you're reading this.
AND HUANG!
this is for you.
"MONFORTIANS (X AS MANY TIMES AS POSSIBLE)
and you'll mispronounce it very soon
and it'll become
MARTIANS!"
HUR. i know you'll kill me for this. but i still think its extremely funny.
and i wanna buy a new phone. im gonna ask mummy later. i want the samsung phone. and my n80's getting old already. it'll be one year older when may comes. so yeah. fingers crossed. i want the new phone
:D
P.S I LOVE YOU TOO BABE! to my burning desire :D
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 9:15 PM
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
BEYOND EXHAUSTION;
WONT IT JUST ENDaiya forget it.
i dont care already.
do whatever pleases every single one of you.
hands off.
im dropping it.
cause i too tired to think about all this already.
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 11:23 PM
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
;GOOD TIMES LAST FOREVER
so what.
you're from acsi, very cool luh?
ZOMG.
why do you hafta comment on EVERY SINGLE THING POSSIBLE.
i dont need you to publicise my blog either.
so dont go shouting the url anytime and anywhere you like.
im pissed.
seriously. comment on the photos one more time.
i'll either delete all the photos, delete my whole account or delete you from the list and put it on private profile.
if you still havent got the gist of this.
i think i rather you just keep your mouth shut about everything.
cause HELL NO, it doesnt effing concern you.
playful nature.
NOPE. im not buying that.
so just piss off you bugger.
on a lighter note.
im not a the verge of whacking balls YET.
RAWRRR.
seriously.
just shut up please, you silent reader.
im pretty sure you know who you are
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 9:21 PM
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Monday, April 16, 2007
IF I COULD, THEN I WOULD;
I'LL GO WHEREVER YOU WILL GO
SAY HELLO TO physiotheraphy and rehab again. im starting them ALL OVER AGAIN.
went for my doctor's apointment this morning.
and it cost 117. ZOMG. crazy!
now im on some supplement for my knee injury. apparently. my cartilage's giving some problem luh.
ZAGH.
midyears are coming. im not prepared. so not prepared man!
seriously. i've been caught up with sooo many things lately.
oh man. i think i'll screw midyears up so darn badly. RAWRR!
and i've got so much work to catch up with. oh man!
dear lord, please help me through this whole period of time. thank you.
WOOO.
im gonna go to the hairdresser this saturday. and i cant wait.
newwww hairstyle
i still havent made up my mind on what i wanna do.
rebond, curl, or just cut.
okay. i really gotta go already.
i've got a WHOLE pile of homework on my desk
1. ENGLISH COMPREHENSION
2. ENGLISH COMPOSITION
3. CHINESE COMPOSITION
4. CHINESE DIARY
5. HISTORY ARTICLE
6. ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS ASSIGNMENT
ZOMG. IM DEAD.
and i havent been on msn for about a week already.
DARN, am i deprived.
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 5:39 PM
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
I love it when you call;
but you never call at all
dont make me wait no more, baby please?
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 4:44 PM
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
MY HOPES ARE SO HIGH;
THAT YOUR KISS MIGHT KILL ME/
HANNAH ALYSHA;
fine. you're B cause B stand for BABY :D
i do not think you guys are idiots okay!
i just felt like using A,B,C
and i still love you.
SO SO MUCH.
nobody can replace you my bestest.
i can wait for the stayover.
where we'll all watch scary movies,
squeeze on my bed and talk till we fall asleep.
have i told you;
i miss you so dearrly my bestest.
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 11:50 PM
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Friday, April 13, 2007
CAUSE I AIN'T GOOD ENOUGH;
im not living up to expectations anymore.
cause at the end of the day
i'll never be good enough.
thats it,
end of story/
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 10:18 PM
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